幸福如履薄冰。

entry 43.

2008-12-03T14:08:00.007+08:00

Went ~~swimming~~playing water with sis today :) Though mommy has to work today, but still, she brought us to ~~swim~~play water. LOL! Yep I can see she's actually really tired and she needs her daily nap. However, she chose not to rest. It's like 2:11pm now and she's supposed to be having her daily nap before she goes to work. But bringing us out caused her to do her houseworks now instead of resting. She rocks my world okay, YAY for mommy times3. :D

While walking to the bus-stop after swimming, I was suddenly reminded that today's the 3rd which meant the 17th(1yr,5mths) month of me and rachael :] So sorry I forgotten all about it till around 12:30pm. Then I quickly msg her :] Haha, she also forgot about it!! But nvm cuz I reminded her uh, haha. And she's super cute loh, she even went to check the calender and told me that our 2nd yr is on Friday! LOL :) Rachael quek u super cute la. Oh yes, why are u MIA? No way okay, if u MIA then no blogs for me to read alr :( Come back now, immediately!!!

Happy 17th month, Rachael Quek Jing Pei.
I will love you come what mayyyyy :)

entry 42.

2008-11-30T21:53:00.002+08:00

HI! Just got home from East Coast Park :O! Freaking tiring la, slept at 3am last night somemore leh :( Woke up at 11am somemoreeeeeee! Roaaaaar :@ Ok nvm la, at least I had fun today :) Went out with Audrey cousin and sisters for almost the whole day. Went to Funan IT Mall to get the laptop first. Then wait thr for ling until damn longggg. She's srsly a late queen :@ We wait until we want sleep alr loh! Hahaha ok then nvm so headed to East Coast Park. Rented those double bikes then cycle and cycle until v tired. Cycled for 2 freaking hours!!! :O LOL, super tiring loh can't walk alr. Hahaha then headed to Mac for dinner. After that went to Woodgrove's Fairprice to buy ice cream :B Then went back home and eat. Yep super tired now hurrrrrrrr.

And omg omg omg laaaaa! Lover is finally back omg omg omg! LOL :D Miss you super much la rachaeeel quek!! Hahaha glaaaad that u're finally backkk. So thr'll be someone to crap with me again, d: Yaaaaaaayyyyyyy! Love you soooooooo much ok. Hahaha and then she come back post so much alr!! :O Last time ask her post she say she lazy then come back first thing post so muchhhhhh! Hahahahahaha so cute right she :D Hehe lover better read this ah. Long post horrrrrr! Hehehe ok la shall stop here since I got nth else to say :} Gna go maple with sis, bye!

entry 41.

2008-11-29T16:38:00.002+08:00

Finally, after such a long time, I have 40 entries alr. It's super little ok! My aim is a hundred but because I always change from Blogger to Livejournal. And then from Livejournal back again. Haha! But this time, I doubt so alr. Cuz I find Blogger the best. Mm-hm, and yup it's just 60 more to go. Hahaha, I'm super bored nowadays. Cuz no games to play and I have nth to blog about :O Neopets is getting boring alr, onoz. Habbo is abit interesting cuz they upgraded. But still not as gooooood as last time. I'm waiting for my sis' comp(arriving tmr) so that she can maple with me! Hahahaha~

Chatted with Jianye, Ashlie and George(?) on msn last night. Super funny. Jianye say I become damn crazy, rlly meh. I thought I'm always crazy one? LOL!!! Hahaha Lover will know how crazy am I :) Cloned Jianye and George LOL~!!! Damn stupid heehee. And I wonder why so many ppl bought their books alr, except me. And Ashlie cuz she said she haven't HAHA. So we decided that we shall be the last two to buy haha! And yes, I realised I miss my peers so much and that I'm actually excited about school nxt yr. Haha, school days can be fun too when you have your peers with you. Hols are boring.

Had been watching The Little Nyonya this whole morning on Mobtv. Super nice but damn sad and touching. Cried once LOL~ Sigh .. Juxiang srsly led a super super sad life. And Yousuke is super nice to Juxiang but he died in War when he went back to Japan. Leaving Juxiang and Yueniang alone :( And soon after, Juxiang died!!!!! It's a super miserable show la. Must watch it kay!!! :D Byeeeeee.

PS/ Lover, when are you coming back!?!?!?!?!

entry 40.

2008-11-28T11:46:00.003+08:00

Hi I realised I haven't reply tags for a darn loooooooooong time so I'm gonna reply to all of your tags now! Heehee happy dudes, look out for yours luv. And it's pretty stupid to talk to someone on msn who's just sitting next to u. Like me talking to yijie on msn when she's next to me. Stupid huh?!?! HAHAHAHA, I don't care u freaky pig. Ok here it goesssss.

tohlinghui: yes i was in m'sia but now i'm back u pig!!! HAHA.
shihyuan: oh. so gd loh! he damn hot. heeheeheeee.
xiaoqin: hey! thanks for tagging.
linshan: I LOVE YOU TOO OKAY!!! :D
kelvin: what talking you sia? lol, i got ask u shutup meh?...
evonne: hello! haha np, thanks too. :)
chanel: thanks for tagging! u too.
rachael: duh la u!! of cuz u're my bestest friend, hehe.
yushan: hahaha thanks. :)
rachael: heyyyy, i'm not k. anw most of them also cheat one loh HAHA!!
linshan: haha! yay i love you too hun. yup it's fun :D
jianye: lol random. -.-?!
rachael: update alot alr ok. ur turn :)))) i love u more than u love me la!!!! :D
linshan: yay ok find me if u play, darn coolz!!! love hug miss kiss u la, hugs tightly again :)
ashlie: hellooooooooooooooooo faaaaatherrrrrr!!
sherry: baobee! missed u too :)
rachael: u cheater one! u update so little, cannot. must update more k. :D
tim: HELLO TIM GANSZX. thanks for tagging la! luv.
yijie: hi i rock more more most.
joanne: hahahahah! how we know u muted leh, lol.
eddie: hi eddie baby!!! thanks for tagging HAHAHHAA.
zenna: zenna baby!!!! you're so darn loved by me too okay HEE.
natasha: ok nub. hehe :P
rachael: sorry eh :( ok la next time u'll be the first to know my new link! HAHA.
rachael: lol. ya i always force her to cook for us. her omelette damn nice. hehehe.
passer: huh?!?!?!!
jiaxuan: aiai :) i love u too!
rachael: wooo u cuter la!! heehee. yes i've updated so it's ur turn!!!
daisy: LAOPORHHHHHH!!!
joanne: sorry for the delay. u're linked :)
jianye: lol!!!!!!!!!! ok la.
rachael: got. u also nv tell me, everytime i ask then u say one horrr! hehe.
linshan: i love you hun!!!
rachael: cuz the blogskin sucks but nvm cuz changed alr LOL! eh of cuz i'll miss u leh. u then better miss me horrrr. HAHA, ok la enjoy urself and don't forget to miss ur lover which is me!!! :D
zenna: zenna babyyyy! hahahha really? but neopets abit boring one leh hehe. :( sorry uh, not interested in habbo!!! supa boring one lol.
jianye: u zzzzzz for what.
yijie: whyyyyyy. let me make u smile HAHA.

entry 39.

2008-11-27T15:40:00.002+08:00

I've been watching Return of the Condor Heroes(Singapore Version) the whole morning. HAHAHA!! It's super nice though I've alr watched it for several times. Yes and Fann Wong is super pretty, heeheeheehee. And ya!!! Christopher Lee and Fann is srsly a freaking compatible couple right?!?!?!?! HAHAHA!!! Supa looking forward to their upcoming movie, it's gonna be a real big and major thing in Singapore. Heeeee. I know I'm crapping but w/e la, since I'm boooored.

Lover!!! How are you in Hongkong ah??? :) Hope you're enjoying yourself ok. And don't forget to miss me!!! Muahahahaha .. I'm spamming ur blog every single day like one retarded freak can. I will tire u when u're back cuz u need to reply to my tags!! :D Hehe. Ok I'm supa supa bored now, can someone recommend me some shows?? So I'll not be so bored .. Hm, my sis is watching Enchanted on her comp now -.-! She's supa outdated. The movie is almost 1 yr old, LOL~!!!!

Ok la, maybe I shall continue with my Return of the Condor Heroes. HAHAHAHAHA~!!!!!!!!! Ok I'm crazy. Ciaos~

entry 38.

2008-11-24T21:37:00.004+08:00

~~I am srsly pissed, annoyed, disturbed and irritated by my current blogskin. UGH!!!!!~~

Ok I'm no longer pissed, annoyed, disturbed and irritated by my blogskin. Hehe, yep I love my current one. The picture is like soooooo freaking cool. Ya it was supposed to be another picture but I didn't like it so I changed it to this one. Haha, how's it? Cool eh. Hm, today's the first episode of Little Nonya. The advertisements made it look freaking nice so I'm gonna catch it later ;)

Alright I'm damn bored now cuz Rachael is in Hongkong and thr's no one to crap with me in msn/phone!!!!! Yes she has flown all the way to Hongkong today and I'm starting to miss her alr, :( It's true la Rachael Quek, don't laugh k. LOL :) A message to Rachael: If you don't come back on time, I'm gonna fly to Hongkong to find you!!! Wahahahaha .. No la juz kiddin' ;)

Ok because of boredom, I'm currently playing the world's most childish game. No actually not, cuz Runescape and Battleon are soooooo much more childish and lame. Yes reason being - Habbo: sucks :( Maple: I don't wanna play alone(sis' comp is spoilt, *whines*). Audition: No interest la. So I'm stucked with Neopets!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAH~!!! But it's ok since Neopets is fun to me. It's cool man. *winks*

entry 37.

2008-11-21T17:08:00.009+08:00

Hi Rachael Quek I updated. :)

Ok this entry is being continued from yesterday's one. Since it was such a short one and it looked pretty weird among all the long ones LOL! Ok hm, I don't know what to post about actually, but since Lover asked me to, then I shall update for her. I'm doing so much for her la! Haha, she should feel honoured? Or maybe not...

Ok rmb I got one quiz from Rachael that time. Ya and I delayed it till yesterday. Yup I did it yesterday but didn't post about it, cuz I'm lazy! Thus.. I'll not post it today also :) Wahaha, I'm super lazy nowadays you know. Omg la, I'm afraid I can't wake up on time next year, lol! Cuz now, I wake up like 11am everyday. Hehe.

Aiya I'm super bored now. Supposed to go for lunch now but I'm freaking not hungry!! Excuse me, I just ate my breakfast you know... HAHA. I'm super bored, can someone entertain me :( I'm srsly super waiting for next Saturday. Yup, you must be wondering why isn't it today cuz the outing got postponed!!! All because of Ling... she needs to study! :( Ok nvm, shall wait for next Saturday alr. And next tues, gelare here I come!! Muahahahaha..

Toodles!

entry 36.

2008-11-19T21:38:00.003+08:00

Hello. I have an amazing thing here that I just tried. It's srsly accurate. Haha I was totally surprised by it, hehe. Ok just try it if you want, :)

The following contains a trick that works by fun maths.
--
1. pick the number of times a week that you would like to have chocolates.
(more than once but less than 10)

2. Multiply this number by 2.
(don't worry , you don't have to eat that number)

3. Add 5.

4. Multiply it by 50.
(get the calculator if you must)

5. If you had had your birthday this year, add 1758... If you haven't, add 1757...

6. Now subtract the four digit year that you were born.

You should have a three digit number now.

The first digit of this number was your original number.
(how many times you wanted to have chocolate each week).

The next two numbers are ....

YOUR AGE!

entry 35.

2008-11-18T12:14:00.003+08:00

Hello. Sorry Lover I did not update my blog for 2 days alr. Cuz I didn't really had the mood to update yesterday and the day before yesterday. Ok ya so here I am to update. Since I got nothing to do now, hehe. Ok had been on Habbo for the past few days. Well, perhaps for the whole holiday hehe!

Well .. had many fights and quarrels recently with my Habbo friends. But all is well now so no worries. It's just that our relationship doesn't seem to be as close as before anymore. But we promised to go back to the past. The thing is I don't think she really still treats me like before. Haha she says she always afk I wonder if it's true. Many things happen coincidentally, I believe in that way. But many coincidentals make me change my thinking too girl. Don't think too highly of yourself.

Ok just a short one cuz I don't really have things to blog about. Holidays are fun recently. I'm quite looking forward to the first day of school actually but ya. Still don't want holidays to end yet :) Ling is going to UK next year. For about 5 months. She'll be leaving during Jan and coming back around June. I think I will miss her a lot. Her laughters, her jokes, her voice, her cooking. Haha yes she cooks for us. Love her omelettes the best yay. Hehe. I will miss her so much.

Ciaos.

(Edit)
Ok good plans for this Saturday. Love my Audrey cousin yay!!!! I'm going out for like the whole day!?!? Screaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam.
(/Edit)

entry 34.

2008-11-15T16:44:00.004+08:00

I'm currently in Habbo, hehe again. Ok I miss my qinaide so much. She hasn't been online from the morning till now!!! Ok qinaide if you ever read this, I miss you so much la!!! :{ Ok I don't know what to blog about hehe. Hm, I've been waking up freaking late recently. I don't know why lehz, become a damn heavy sleeper ohmygod! Lol sleeping coolioz :)

Ok I've been scolding people this whole afternoon. Oh my god. There's so many bitches in Habbo you know. They nothing to do come scold you. Nothing to do come insult you. Got this girl, I think she is an alien. No offence but, she told us she's Malay. Then she ask her bro talk with us. Her bro tell us she's Chinese. But, she can speak Malay, so it's like wth. She even insulted my Buddha, she think she big. She's Chinese still insult Buddha, she srsly got no brains.

Now her bro is like scolding us non-stop. All the vulgars are coming out of nowhere. Oh my god they srsly have no life. I'm freaking tired now really. The girl, I don't know whr is she now but I think she damn coward. She insult my friend insult Buddha then now she want run away from us. I have nothing to say I think she's freaking childish. She got no life she is a sucka she sucks up to people, she's super bhb I got nothing to say.

Bye.

entry 33.

2008-11-13T20:44:00.004+08:00

Hello. Hm, I'm posting now for the sake of my lover cuz she wants me to :) Lover, see how much I love you! Hehe. Ok I'm just here for a short one cuz I'm going to watch the 9pm's show later. And lover is going to stop being lazy too, hehehe. Ok I was in Habbo for almost the whole day. Cuz I don't really have interest for the other games, hehe. Hm, ok so ya. Habbo is quite fun recently cuz I got to know a lot of new people. Crappings with them are super funny, hahaha!

Hm yesterday, there was a riot in Habbo. LOLZZZ, like super funny and lame. After my dinner and shower, I went to my comp then I was searching for a room to go. And then I saw a room named "Riot! Malay vs Chinese" so I went in and saw people quarreling. Super lame. The whole room was flooded, lol. So I reported to the Mod, hehe. Then everyone got kicked out of the room. Afterthat everyone still went back in and the room name became "Riot! Malaysia vs Singapore" So lame la!!! Dumb..

And there was also a riot at the rooftop. Haiyo, people in Habbo just never grow up you know. Hahaha! And then me and my friends went there and started shouting "Siew mai, lor mai kai, laksa, lor mee, ba chor mee" all the food's names started coming out. Hahaha! Super funny I tell you. So in the end we became the peace makers cuz the riots ended due to our food names shouting. LOL!!! Yay so happy right, hehe. Anw, that's it? About time for my 9pm show :D

Lover, I posted!!! :) I love you super much ok, mwahzzz. Your name appeared 4 times, hehehe.

entry 32.

2008-11-12T15:42:00.005+08:00

Hi. I'm currently rotting on Habbo, in my jinzuiliap's cheel room. How sad is it to be rotting! And my jinzuiliap is afk!!! How am I gonna ever survive this whole holiday. I am so bored now. Oh yes, I participated in the Don't Forget Your Lyrics (Habbo Version) just now. LOL!!!!!!!!!! It was super funny I tell you. It was totally different from the america one. I was asked to sing Catch Your Wave by The Click 5. The retarded hoster didn't know I was checking the lyrics on Yahoo! LOL!!!!!!!!!! Stupid anot? Hahahahaha.

And my eyes are closed on Habbo now cause I'm 'afk'. And it seems like I have no eyes, hehe. Wanna see? Posting the picture ok! Laugh all you want, I don't mind cause I'm also laughing at myself, hehe. And see my jinzuiliap too! She's cute ok, hehe. She participated in DFYL also and she was super lucky she got a song that she knows. Haha then the hoster still say she check lyrics, so bad :( I threw flowers to her hehe.

Ke ai mah? :)(Click to enlarge)

entry 31.

2008-11-11T20:35:00.004+08:00

It's the second entry of the day! Basically cause I'm bored, yah you know cause it's the holidays. Haha. Alright, I was searching for nice blogskins to use the whole afternoon. I have no idea how many blogskins I changed cause I did not count(well, obvious). It's a whole lot. Yah basically cause I was bored(again). I was on Habbo the whole day but practically rotting throughout. Hahaha!

Ok the main idea is, there has been absolutely no nice blogskins these days. Like seriously, none! Ok still, I've got to admit the current one I'm using is kinda nice. But I was hoping for somemore nicer creations, really. Because, if you understand me well :), I change blogskins almost everyday. Hahahaha! Especially when it's the holidays, and I get really bored. :@ I need to do things to keep me alive, you see.

Oh yes. I have to blog about this hilarious thing I saw at Woodlands Point the other day. I was walking to Sheng Siong Supermarket from the coffee shop when I saw this little girl. She was about 4 or 5 yrs old which is quite young. But still, the thing she did was super funny! She was walking with her knees and her two hands were held in her family's hand(like mom and aunt on each side). It was a super hilarious sight. You wouldn't understand if you did not see it with your own eyes. Haha!

Ok, I'm going off to watch shows. Bye!! :D

entry 30.

2008-11-11T14:19:00.006+08:00

Tagged by Rachael :3

Rules:
#1 Do all questions.
#2 Pass it on to at least 7 ppl.
#3 Quiz is meant for Friendster/tagged/facebook/blogger.

1) What is your dream job?
gynaecologist. well, it's quite impossible though, lol.

2) Who are your 5 bestest female friend in class?
ashlie, grace, maizurah, crystal, myself(?) lol.

3) Who are your 5 bestest male friend in class?
erm. not really bestest friend, but if closer ones, kelvin, george, jianye. mm-hm.

4) Who is your bestest friend (only 1)?
rachael.

5) Who is your crush?
currently crush-less.

6) Decribe your dream guy?
my dream guy must be hot. yep, and tall. of cuz, love me.
i'm so superficial, hahaaaaaa.

7) If you have to choose between your friendship or love which will it be?
friendship, duh.

8) What is your dream family like?
a family who does things together, goes out together and shares secrets together. cool? :)

9) What is your fav cartoon when you were a young kiddo?
HI-5, Captain Planet, Totally Spies, etcetc, HAAHAAA!

10) In your class who is the most chatty?
jianye/tengyee/zul.

11) In your class who is the most unsociable?
erm, wenhan? lol.

12) In your class who is the most sociable?
maizurah? haha. (she talks to strangers, lol)

13) Who is the prettiest/handsome in your class?
i think maizurah and ashlie are pretty. but i doubt there's any handsome guys. lol.

14) If you like someone will you confess to him/her?
maybe.

15) How will u confess?
"hi i like u" fucktard! lol.

16) What animals do you like?
dogs that do not lick. hamsters that do not bite. i like dolphins too :)

17) What animal do you hate?
kinda alot. i hate cats, insects and fierce animals like shark, lol.

18) If you can be someone else in the world, who would you wanna be?
mother teresa. cool.

19) If you could eat one thing for the rest of your life, what will it be?
everything la. heehee i luv to eat (L).

20) What are your wishes?
i hope to fly. LOLLL.

21) Are you popular?
define me popular first, thanku.

22) Elmo or cookie monster?
elmo (L)(L)(L)(L).

23) Stitch or mickey?
mickey.

24) Kelly Clarkson or hilary duff?
kelly clarkson.

25) Rihanna or Mariah carey?
mariah carey.

26) Jonas brother or Busted?
jonas brother.

27) High school musical or camp rock?
high school musical la duh (L).

28) Computer or laptop?
both, heeee.

29) Apple or orange?
apple.

30) Sushi or lamb/pork chop?
both, heeeeeeeeee.

31) Dog or cat?
dog.

32) Pink or blue?
pink. i detest blue fyi.

33) Purple or green?
both i like.

34) If you could do something impossible, what will it be?
FLY!!!!!!!!!

35) Which is your favourite fairy tale princess and why?
belle from beauty n' the beast cuz i think she damn chio, lol.

36) Who i have tagged/commented to do.
not applicable.

entry 29.

2008-11-10T13:50:00.003+08:00

Time really flies. It's a start of a new week again. Haha! It's like, not long ago, it was Monday. And now, another Monday has arrived. Especially since it's holidays now. Yes I'm totally enjoying myself now cause I get to sleep in till noon everyday, I don't have homeworks and exams to worry about and I get to play everyday. How can I not be enjoying myself at this point in time, haha.

But the only thing is. There's still Choir practices during holidays. Which I think is quite a waste of time though there is SYF next year. Well, I haven't really been attending those practices cause I'm in Malaysia. Yah and I doubt I can attend the others too. But still, I don't think I will attend even if I'm not in Malaysia. You know how sad it is when you have to go back to school for CCAs during holidays?! CCAs are like sucking our time away, boohoo. And now I feel like changing my CCA cause Choir is like ... But I doubt I can, so I'll just have to tolerate with it for another 3 years, which is so saddening.

Hm, I'm quite looking forward to year 2009 actually. Cause it'll be like a new start and everything. So yes, it's very refreshing every start of a year. Well, for me. And I will always fail to fulfill my new year resolutions. I don't know if fulfill is the right word to use but whatever. So my resolutions are the same every year. Which is very pathetic. Okay let's just hope I'll fulfill at least one next year cause I have a feeling year 2009 is a good one :) And omg, I cut my fringe yesterday, how shocking! Bye.

entry 28.

2008-11-09T14:46:00.005+08:00

hi it's a s-u-n-d-a-y. and sundays are always boring. always. there is always nothing to do. i wanted to install The Sims into my computer again so i can play but i can't find the stupid disk! ugh!!! i'm super irritated now cuz i got nothing to do, really. and now, i'm going to watch Fated To Love You. yah it's my 2nd time watching it, how stupid? but it's nice! really. heehee, i'm alrd at the 23rd episode, so i'm left with 1 episode. hahahahaha! and after finishing Fated To Love You, i will re-watch Devil Beside You and Why Why Love. lol!!! i know i'm lame ok. i always re-watch shows, but who cares. i am me and u are u, oh shutup.

gonna go out later. mom and dad are going to a wedding dinner at night. so me and my sisters will go out :D teehee, it's always fun when i'm left alone with my siblings and my parents are away. cuz thr's no one thr to nag at u! wahahaha. ok bcuz i'm bored, so i'm a bit crappy here. hm, i feel like changing my blogskin, yes AGAIN! i'm such a lame pig. HAAAH. bcuz B-O-R-E-D-O-M kills!!! :( heh, see luver's picture there??? greatest friend always have a special treatment, heehee.

entry 27.

2008-11-06T12:29:00.002+08:00

月移西楼金箍棒渔夫收网转回家

雨过天晴何需伞铁匠熄灯正喝茶

樵夫担柴早下山猎呼唤狗收猎叉

美人下了秋千架油朗改行谋生涯

人老不堪棒槌苦祈求皇上饶恕她

Shihyuan haha :D
Jianye nope.
George lol thanks. :)
Yushan hey! thanks :D
Sheena oh, haha. thanks, luv.
Jianye go see class blog lah.
Linshan holaaaaaaaa i luv u very muchz! :D
Diyanah i don't care -.-
Maizurah huh? kick who out? o_o
Xiaoqin hi. thanks, u too :)
Shihyuan omfg really?! he freaking hot lah LOL.
George yep.
Ashlie HELLO FATHER!!! :D
Rachael yay! happy happy :D luv u so muchz <3.
Kelvin ..?
Passerby ban qing ge. lol.
Peijia peijiaaaaaa :)
Linshan thanks hun :') I LUV U TOO OK :D haha, sort of? LOL!!!! luv u <3!!!
Rachael hee :) i luv u super duper much. haha ok thanks! luv u wor :D

entry 26.

2008-11-05T11:24:00.006+08:00

See how much a bird can give just to fulfill this minor dream. So how can a human lose to a bird? Work towards your dream today! :)

entry 25.

2008-11-04T15:40:00.010+08:00

went shopping with my dearest mom today. bought 2 cardis and a shirt, hahaha. costed mom quite a sum i guess. but she bought stuffs herself also. haha yay i luv u so muchz mommy :) well, who doesn't? i'm so crappy. anyway, i did a 'spring clean' of my room just now! i'm such a clean freak. yah right -.-! haha, actually i'm super dirty one. i digged out tons and tons of junks just now lah, lol! ok and as i digged, i discovered a lot a lot of memories. and then i saw something which made me cried, my goodness! i'm such a crybaby omfg.

hm so yah i kept all those precious stuffs inside my secret box. i hid it somewhr in my room whr nobody knows, hahahaha! last time, i only have 1 secret box to keep all my memories but now i've got 2 alrd. and i luv all the memories can :) it really brings back the past. i hope to go back to the past! i miss everything. really. memorable. i miss the times when i was still a kid. i miss the kind of feeling where my mom will buy me toys. i miss holding my mom's hand when crossing the road. i miss watching tv with my whole family. i miss going out as a family on sundays whr it is always the family day. i miss miss miss the times when all my relatives goes back to my grandma's house every weekend. i miss all those moments. because everything has changed. we're all being tied down by work and studies. we hardly have time to bond. i am sad all these changed. i am sad i've grown up and i'm expected to be independent cuz i am not. i don't want to be independent cause i want my mom and dad to be always thr to take care of me. :(

i am such a weakling both emotionally and mentally. i am sad. sad. sad.

entry 24.

2008-11-03T15:10:00.008+08:00

today's the class outing, haha but i didn't attend leh. i don't know why lah but i just didn't felt like going .. she thinks she's so big just bcuz she organized everything. whatever she didn't even come up with this class outing idea. she changed everything to the way she want. she plans everything the way she wants. she didn't even ask for our opinions. whatever she thinks it's fun just having her around then fine lah. half the class didn't attend, tsk tsk .. i don't understand why all of u just sit thr and listen to her. -.- aiyah even kelvin thinks she's bossy. ok i'm not sure if bossy is the right word to use but whatever k. i was super pissed at her ytd. hmph.

tsk. hols really very boring leh. nothing to do everyday. well except that i don't have to wake up early and thr's no work awaiting me everyday after school or before schl. haha. hm, ytd i watched 百万大歌星. anyone watches that? erm i doubt so but anw i recommend y'all to watch lah. it's super nice. ok back to the point, i realised 许仁杰 is so hot. LOL! yah and he can sing well loh, sexy voice. my goodness hahahahahaha. ok ltr i go find pic of his and show y'all k. :) well, play habbo everyday loh. haha habbo also very boring. ok lah i got nothing to blog about also.

Happy 16th Month, Lover! I love you till my last heartbeat <3.

HOT RIGHT!!! :D

entry 23.

2008-10-31T16:32:00.003+08:00

omg hi darlings. it's been so so long since i last updated hor. lol sorry i hadn't been having the mood to update, sigh. has been gaming these few days, haha! pardon me for the 4 - 5 days mia :) yup so here i am to update again! i've been having alot to say these days but i just don't know whr to start from. so i got it delayed over and over agn till today, lol.

ok so yah. on the 27th which is monday. it was the first week of schl hols. and yup i was supposed to be at east coast for the class gathering but it was cancelled last minute as it was deepavali and ratesh could not attend. so everything got postponed to next monday which i will attend so be sure to see me thr! :) hahahaha. yah so me, mommy and sis went to cuzway for lunch and i saw george at the horizon o.o! lol very funny cuz i told yj i saw george and then she was like 'whr? i want see him, whr?' then in the end she saw him but he nv see her, hahahahahaha. and then mommy went to buy groceries for dinner and i sent sis to schl. i felt like a responsible sister sial lol, so bullshit right hee.

hm the next day was tuesday. i think i didn't go anywhr that day. so particularly i was all along at home staring at the comp screen. and the funny funny thing is i'm back to Habbo! lol, i find Habbo super fun nowadays. esp when u get to know so many new people and then u get so popular hahahahahahaha. and then everywhr u go, everyone will say '(your name)♥' liddat, lol. i know it's dumb but still. and then the next next day was wednesday which i forgot what i did. and next next next day was thursday which was ytd. stayed at home for the whole day agn, boring. o_o

so hm went to sunplaza today with mommy. ate lunch at thr and then shopped awhile then came home alrd. didn't buy anything, sigh. the stupid economy crisis is killing everyone. everything is so super expensive nowadays, omg! my mom bought this small little kueh and it costed 80 cents! it was sold at 60 cents last time, wth! lol. ok i feel so auntie. sigh. i feel so bored now. schl hols just started and i'm alrd feeling bored, how can! :( sigh sigh sigh.

Happy Halloween! :)

PS: can somebody recommend me some taiwan dramas to watch!
PSS: i miss fated to love u sial. i feel like watching it all over agn wth!
PSSS: bye.

entry 22.

2008-10-26T11:45:00.004+08:00

hello! supposed to go out ltr for groceries shopping for class outing tmr. the very sad thing is i will not turn up for the class outing. so i'll not be going for the groceries shopping ltr. mm-hm, will be staying at home. don't rlly feel like going out these days, super lazy to go out. just prefer to stay at home and rot. hahaha! thr's like a malay wedding near my estate and it's super duper noisy cuz the volume of their songs and microphones are super loud. ugh! so i totally increased the volume of my speaker, haaaaaha! everywhere is noisy, hm.

sigh. actually i want go to the class outing one lah. but just can't, cuz of some reasons which i cannot say so yep very sad. maybe if there is one again next year then i'll attend. sigh sigh sigh ... life is tough, sad and stressed up nowadays. i cannot find the happy me anymore, so sad so sad so sad. jianye's trying to persuade me to attend the class outing. very happy at least someone bothers but i'm so sorry cuz i really can't attend. next year probably ok? :') toodles.

Rachael haha! yep of cuz. we've known each other from pri. 3 till now alrd, omg! haha :D yes of cuz i heart u, yay! luv u super much :D
Crystal lol yeah.
Chanel relinked :)
Crystal o.O?
Rachael haha yay i still rmb ur fav. colour hwahwa :D luv u super a lot ok! yaaay. haha of cuz, u're really my greatest friend ever, hahaha ^^
Sijie thanks for tagging.
Chanel haha yep nice right *winks*
Sheena haha yes we shall look forward to the future! loves :D
Jianye lol why die? of cuz lah i got taste one *winks*
Crystal lol ..
Chanel lol i finished everything alrd.
Kelvin yeah i love it, like real :D
Rachael i lub lub lub u much <3!
Crystal omg! no way i danced like super ugly /:
Jianye thank u thank u *winks*
Shihyuan hahaha i thought i looked retarded /:
Linshan i love u like hell, i swear <3!!!
Yushan hey!
Jianye crystal answered ur qn.
Crystal thanks for tagging!
Peijia peijia ♥
Shihyuan love u too bitch! :D
Yijie loves.
Rachael me heartheartheart u <3!!!!
Chanel hahaha thanks!
Jianye lol maizurah will kick him out haha.
Diyanah can't postpone lah. and i will not give u *bleh*

entry 21.

2008-10-25T22:44:00.002+08:00

1. I'm a girl.
2. I'm super indecisive.
3. I love all peers and family.
4. I love to eat.
5. I have high metabollic rate(which is quite coolz i think).
6. I'm underweight(hahahahahaha).
7. I play maple, heeheeheehee.
8. I suck at homework.
9. I love to shop even when I'm poor.
10. I'm super bored now *yawns*

Who was your last text from?
erm jianye hahahaha.

What do you love most in your room?
myself HAHAHA!!!

Do you prefer KFC or McDonald's?
actually i love both but McDonald's more. i don't know, i just love Macs more lol!!!

Your current relationship status?
married. well only people who know me well knows who's my husbandy *winks*

Does your crush like you back?
of cuz *muahahaha* -.-

What is your current mood?
bo-ring. hahahahaha. sounds like bo ring = no ring -.-!

What's your mom's name?
mummy. HAHAHAHA.

What is the colour of the shirt that you are wearing?
brown.

What was the last thing you drank?
plain water, health in pink dude.

If you could go back in time to change something, would you?
i don't know, maybe. oh yes i'd definitely not fall for u.

Have a crazy side?
always.

Ever had a near-death experience?
nope?...

Something you do a lot?
blog.

Do you wanna see somebody right now?
not really. loneliness rocks sometimes.

Name someone with the same birthday as you?
don't know leh. this guy from my p1 class roflz.

Last time you cried?
today.

Who are you talking to right now?
nobody.

Do you have dimples?
mm-hm.

What's the first thing you notice about the opposite gender?
erm i don't know. the face? HAAAAAAAAAAAA.

What do you normally order from starbucks?
don't know. luv their cakes tho :D

What's your biggest secret?
hello define secret.

Favourite movie?
don't know.

Do you still watch kiddy movies or shows?
yep.

What are you eating/drinking at the moment?
nothing.

What do you think is irritating right now?
my mom is nagging at me, UGH!!! fuck.

What's your favourite smell?
h o m e.

Describe your life in 2 words, what would it be?
fucking horrid.

Have you ever kissed in the rain?
no.

Do you like rain?
sometimes.

What are you thinking of now?
thinking of what am i thinking of. wth -.-!

PS: oh yea, i'm not going for the class outing anymore.
PSS: don't ask why, just don't.
PSSS: my mom is super annoying ugh UGH!!!
PSSSS: fuck life lah fucker so irritated.

entry 20.

2008-10-25T16:12:00.003+08:00

hola people. today is, erm Saturday. yes it's holidays alrd! hahahaha. no more early mornings anymore, i get to sleep in till 12 noon everyday, muahahaha! ok not rlly 12 noon, i woke up at like 10am plus this morning. haha i also don't know why. so yep went to sunplaza for breakfast(i know it's random). and shopped around before coming home. sunplaza is boring cuz thr's like, so little shops only. but well, bought a dress-like kind of shirt. heehee mommy i luv u :D

yep and then came home. then watched Saw II with ling and sis. it was super gross, disgusting and scary. super horrid. but it's nice, yea. interesting though. the man is damn clever but he died alrd. yeah the main thing is to punish people who doesn't treasure and cherish their lives. it's very saddening cuz they have to do very very very disgusting stuffs to survive. one incident was the guy had this thing on his neck which he had to unlock it if not he'd die. and the key to unlock it is inside his eye so he has to dig out his eyeball. well, he died in the end cuz he couldn't bring himself to dig out his eyeball. and of cuz, if it's me, i'd rather just die. it's so EW!!! to dig out ur own eyeball ohmygod.

hm so yea, watched HSM 3 ytd. i find it quite nice. but i think 1 & 2 are better. cuz 3 is pretty much boring cuz u know what's gonna happened alrd. haha. but i find the songs and dances real cool. :) and yea i don't think thr's a HSM 4. haha. so yep groceries shopping for class outing tmr! :] haha. ok bye!

If you do not appreciate your life, you do not deserve a life.

entry 19.

2008-10-23T15:44:00.003+08:00

hello dearest people. today's the last day of school alrd. it was fun, rlly rlly fun :D though thr's usual lessons, but mostly of it we were slacking and having our free time. hurhur. and thr'll be a Malacca trip nxt yr, so excited hahahahahaha!! :D did the class cheer one last time before we all went. and the whole class rlly rlly shouted, tht's so nice of them. we even did 3 Cheers for Ms Lee, haha. it was so fun and happy. and the happiest thing is we will all be in the same class nxt yr! yay yay yay :D so postponed HSM 3 to tmr. and class outing on monday. and Malacca trip nxt yr. wheee :D!! Happy Holidays to all, loves!

Thank you so much: Ashlie, Grace, Maizurah, Crystal, Kelvin, George, Jianye, Nabil etcetc for this wonderful 2008. :) in fact, thank you 1/7, i love all of u :D

entry 18.

2008-10-22T14:05:00.003+08:00

today was super fun ya know. well except some of the activities where i got super pissed by the guys -.- ok so started off with the morning assembly and stuffs. and then we went to the canteen for our Healthy Breakfast which included banana, yoghurt, bread and milo. yep it was indeed a sumptuous(anyhow spelled one) breakfast :D but i didn't take the yoghurt lah cuz u'knw, i hate it. hahahaha -.-! ok next we went to the kitchen for the food craze - sandwich making competition. tried almost all the sandwiches but i seriously thought ash & mai's one was the nicest. so of cuz i voted for them hwahwa ~

after that, we went to the dance studio for this exhibition then we had to answer some qns. it was boring boring boring. so next we went to ITRR 1 and 2 for another exhibition which was super super boring. then we went to the telematch where i got super pissed by the boys. cuz those who're not in proper attire cannot participate. then like half of the guys can't participate and we didn't have enough players -.-! didn't even want to cheer for our class, suckers right. so me and nabilah were like super pissed at them.

then nvm. after recess, had a science competition again. we came up with 2 groups where they'll make a parachute that will drop within the longest time and a bridge that can withstand the most weight. and there's also a cheering competition where we must cheer for our peers. and 1/7 won the parachute competition! hwa hwa hwa, super happy :D and we cheered like hell loh. my voice's partially gone :D but 1/6 won instead, nvm uh grats anw ~ haha, we even cheered for other classes loh lol, we're such nice people RIGHT? YES :D hahahaha nub sial.

okay gna watch HSM 3 tmr. super looking forward to the class outing, yay! :D

tomorrow's the last day of school, *screamssssssssss*

entry 17.

2008-10-21T18:34:00.003+08:00

fuck man. super pissed and irritated lah. do not ask me why or what happened. basically, i don't feel like talking to anyone now cuz i'm so disturbed. today's performance was fun :) except the costumes! oh em gee it sucked like hell. and i was so super duper duper paiseh lah can. i bet i danced like shit right. sigh .. why the heck did he chose our class? fuck man fuck man. ugh!!!

2 more days till schl hols, wheeee!

entry 16.

2008-10-20T20:35:00.005+08:00

hiya! :D today's the start of a new week! hahaha. as usual, monday blues are always thr. and today was the worst monday i think. i finally knew why she hates u so much. i finally knew i was wrong to have sided u tht time and caused my friendship w her to worsen. u were the glass between me and her, u were the one w motives fr coming close to us. u were the one lying to me all the while. u said i was ur closest and most trusted friend. hahahaha. look wht u did to me during assembly. i hate u so much. i don't knw why. but somehow .. i feel like i don't belong thr anymore.

alright. this week is the last week of schl alrd, yay! no more early waking-ups. :D i hate to wake up in the morning whn i still need my slp, hur. ok nvm. the new zealanders came over to our schl today cuz our schl had an exchanged programme w them. their accent is so nice, i like!! hahahaha. anw, had the RS dance fest rehearsal today. we wasted our whole day thr, well almost. we've been sitting in the dressing room fr hours and staring into space, hahahahaha! no lah i'm juz kidding. actually it was quite fun and hilarious. w the guys joking arnd. and i realised jinxuan is so nice and helpful, fr the first time, lol. well, the only gd point was we had free food. 3 meals somemore! hahahaha it must have costed a bomb since we had so so many people and thr were leftovers somemore.

hm .. their theater was rlly big, and cold. yeah very cold *brr* but the toilet facilities sucks so much. their only have 3 toilets in the whole theater. and thr's only 1 cubicle in 1 toilet. so only 3 people can go into the toilet at the same time. such a big theater w so little toilets, hahahaha. and the spotlights were so bright i almost got blinded, lol exaggerating lah! :D and the indian dance people were super irritating. they scolded us stupid just bcuz the guys went playing w the lights. HELLO? we're from 1/7 and they called us stupid, retard. -.-

okok, look forward to 1/7's ugly performance tmr, hahahahahaha. goodbye.

PS: look out for mr chong's dance, freaking nice :)
PSS: Don't care about what others think of you. Only care about what those people who love you say; because they are the ones who truly understand anyway.

entry 15.

2008-10-19T11:10:00.003+08:00

i realised tht tht are so many friendship problems to be settled in sec schl. though we may be childish during pri schl. but friendship problems were so much simpler then. ppl would just fight over small matters but still make up aftr a short time. nt like nw, ppl fight over small and big matters and it last fr months. sometimes, best friends can just turn to enemies within a day. hw funny is tht. if only we could be like the guys who are so simple-minded tht they don't bother abt anything. haha! don't take it as a bad comment cuz i think being simple-minded is so much btr than we girls who think abt everything in the world. it's super tiring to be a girl. hur!
--
ok luver tagged me to do this quiz so here it goes :D

1. Your relationship with him/her?
Lovers! :D

2. Your 5 impressions of him/her?
cute, pretty, funny, nice, friendly.
haha! :D

3. The most memorable thing he/she had done to you.
erm i don't knw, she did a lot fr me :D
eg: dedicating a msg to me in her blog fr our anniversaries! haha.

(qns were skipped from 3 to 7.)

7. If he/she becomes your lover, what are the thing he/she has to improve?
nthg cuz she's alrd my lover, hahaha!

8. If he/she becomes your enemy you will?
i don't knw, cry(?).

9. If he/she becomes your enemy the reason will be?
i don't knw. let's hope she won't become my enemy :D

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is?
erm, i don't knw.
smethg she wants me to do. :D

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
she loves me so i love her evn more :D

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
erm, i have no idea :)

13. The characters you love about yourself are.
no idea.

14. On the contrary, the reasons you hate yourself are?
i am super indecisive.

15. The ideal person you want to be is?
myself -.-!

16. For people that care; like you, say something to them.
something.

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people:
1 Rachael
2 Linshan
3 Jiayu
4 Maizurah
5 Ashlie
6 Kelvin
7 Jianye
8 George
9 Crystal
10 Sherry

18. Who is 6 having relationship with? (Kelvin)
nobody. haha.

19. Is 9 a male or female? (Crystal)
Female.

20. If 7 & 8 are together will it be a good thing? (Jianye&George)
oh em gee gays! LOL.

22. What is 2 studying about? (Linshan)
don't knw. english math science chinese? lol.

23. When was the last time you had a chat with 3? (Jiayu)
forgot :(

24. What kind of band music does 8 likes? (George)
don't know.

25. Does 1 have any siblings? (Rachael)
1 elder brother and sister, haha! :D

26. Will you woo 3? (Jiayu)
nope she's my superwoman :D

27. How about 7? (Jianye)
N-O no.

28. Is 4 single? (Maizurah)
yup.

29. What is the surname of 5? (Ashlie)
Chin.

30.What's the hobby of 4? (Maizurah)
uh i don't knw /:

31. Does 5 & 9 gets along well? (Ashlie&Crystal)
yup :D

32. Where is 2 studying at? (Linshan)
woodlands pri :)

33. Talk something casually about 1? (Rachael)
She's my lover, she's freaking cute and nice and she loves me! :D
so i love her too :D

34. Have you tried developing feelings for 8? (George)
erm ...

35. Where does 9 lives? (Crystal)
somewhr near me? LOL!

36. What colour does 1 likes? (Rachael)
orange. :D
let's hope i'm right, haha!

37. Are 5 & 2 best friends? (Ashlie&Linshan)
they don't knw each other /:

38. Does 7 likes 2? (Jianye&Linshan)
no idea who each other is.

39. How did you get to know 2? (Linshan)
through Cammie? lol :D

40. Does 1 have any pets? (Rachael)
uh i don't knw leh, very long haven't been to her hse alrd.
i don't think so anw :D

41. Is 7 the meanest person in the world? (Jianye)
nope. i knw someone meaner :)

42. Is 10 tall? (Sherry)
i guess so. :]

byebyeeee.

entry 14.

2008-10-18T18:48:00.005+08:00

hiya! hahaha. changed blogskin fr the 3rd time today alrd -.-! so boliao. cuz boredom kills, u'knw right. sigh. hols alrd everyday stay at home also don't knw wht to do. must have a million plans then hols will be fun. quite looking forward to class outing, but don't knw whr we gng. cuz kelvin say east coast nthg to do, so i guess we're still deciding whr to go fr class outing. hahaha nvm, i don't knw anything lah but maybe it'll be cancelled since everyone is like, nt so interested in gng. very sad.

ok so today slept until 11am thn went to 888 fr brunch. aftr tht accompanied mommy to ntuc fr groceries. thn whn mommy's buying 4d, i think i saw jianye walking across the road. lol but i nt sure if it's him cuz i only saw the backview. o.O but rlly looked like him, hahahaha. watched The Champion at mobtv just nw. so boring only 20 eps, watched finished alrd. so nw i gt nthg to do, sigh sigh sigh. i can't wait fr hols to strt but i will have nthg to do everyday! uh.

ok i'm super hungry now(of cuz since i didn't have lunch). my stomach is digesting itself alrd oh em gee. it's dinner time so bye! :D

(Edit)
Kelvin: lol. u gave up on who? haha! the girls' one suck like hell -.-
Kelvin: orh. haha yep. no point continuing whn he's nt moving on :D
Crystal: haha! yep mine was long too but the tailor made it shorter alrd :)
Chanel: lol, hello! :D
Rachael: haha! yay at least u read my entries :D i read urs too ok, so update more :D
Rachael: of cuz u have a heart next to ur name! cuz i ♥ rqjp very much :D
(Edited,9:24pm)

entry 13.

2008-10-17T21:21:00.005+08:00

hello. today's friday and thr's no schl due to pupils' release days :) and the happy thing is, it's 4 mre schl days till the last day of schl. which is so super duper uber joyful :D so as usual, went fr dance practice today. and also as usual, i was late agn. gd thing was mr chong was later. haha! so yep, we waited fr him and the guys went up and down and left and right arnd the schl looking fr him, LOL! in the end he's nt evn in schl whn they were searching fr him. haha.

so whn he came, he made us change into this super super duper duper uber uber ugly costume which we're gna wear during the performance. actually i don't mind it if it's ugly. the stupid thing is it's so revealing! firstly, it's sleeveless and the sleeve part was super big. secondly, the back thing was so short tht OUR BACK COULD BE SEEN -.- so we went complaining to him hw revealing and ugly and stupid the costume is. so in the end we get to change to another one which we still don't knw hw it looks like. oh pls, evn the principal thinks the shirt is so super small. like seriously, i don't deny i'm small and i still can't fit into the costume. so wht abt minxian, kaiyan they all? lol.

ok, so we get to skip class on monday cuz of the rehearsals at the republic poly. the stupid rehearsal will end at stupid 6pm u'knw! tht's like super late!! it will waste our whole day away, boohoo. bt no choice. and today jinxuan asked mr chong wht are the requirements to participate in this RS dance fest nxt yr. and u knw he actually said it depends on whether he like our class ant -.-! hw can like tht right! smemre he always say our class is the lousiest -.- so we decided to give me retarded dance nxt yr HAH.

hm, it's been so long since such a long long long long entry. miss blogging so much just cuz i didn't felt like blogging the past few days. tht's why the entry ytd was so short /: ok i guess it's almost here and thr, byebye :D

PS: 15th Oct - Happy 7th Month Hunmilkshake! Luv. :D
PSS: 16th Oct - Happy Birthday Karrina! Finally 13. :D
PSSS: 17th Oct - Happy 9th Month Milkshake! :D

entry 12.

2008-10-15T21:56:00.006+08:00

schl strted today, damn boring boring boring. :O hiya! gt bck most of the results today. still quite satisfied w it, hm i'm an easily contented person ok. hah, super happy w geog can. :) super tired, gna go slp alrd. tmr's last day of this wk. and it's the last day of schl nxt thur alrd, happyhappy :D hols coming soon. hosting class outing at East Coast? don't rlly feel like gng, hur. byebye :D oh yep, he smiled to me today HAHA.

entry 11.

2008-10-13T13:02:00.004+08:00

hiyaaa. woken up at like 9am cuz gt the stupid dance thing to attend. reached thr at 10:15am and i thgt i was late bt mr chong came later than me. hah! huiwen did nt attend cuz she thgt don't have, lol! so only gt 9 of us. and the suckiest thing is we're gna perform the puppet dance!!! omfg tht is super sucky cuz i hate puppet dance the most lah. omg u stupid asshole. ok nvm since he said the lights would be off on tht particular day except the backstage lights. so only our shadow will be seen, which is quite lame. bt gd lah since our faces wouldn't be seen, wahahahaha. yep, nt gng fr choir ltr. damn tired lah, don't feel like gng. hols still ask we all go bck, anw i can't perform fr newzealanders so forget it manz. sry bitch, gotta leave u alone, :(

oh yesyesyes, bfre i forget and go off fr my 命中注定我愛你 :) it's frigging nice oky, watch it watch it. lol!

Happy 4th Month, Jiayu Superwoman!

thnk u so muchz fr staying up till 12am just fr me! sry i did nt evn sms u at 12am :( cuz i was too tired last night, so sry ok. bt fear nt, cuz i luv u so so so so muchz. 我愛你 :) ♥

ok byebye.

entry 10.

2008-10-11T08:55:00.005+08:00

hi. it's like 8:55am in the morning nw and nobody's online except ppl whom i don't talk to often. eg: kingston ._. ok nvm, so i shall blog :) ohohoh. i just saw a new calender on my desk, whn was it being placed thr? lol ok nvm. yep it's so very super duper uber totally absolutely damn bloody hell boring! yep nobody's online and i have nthg to do, ohoh shitty. this is so sucky. eoys finally ended and thr's like 6 days of hols, bt i have nthg to do in these 6 days! :( except blogging, drama-ing, audi-ing, eating, slping, shitting, peeing, watching tv, shopping. ok tht's actually a lot bt i still feel bored. and i have this sudden crave of cakes. omg cheese cakes rock the world! somebody buy me cheese cakes & mlb album :(

to tht no name person in my tagboard.
1) sg has no rule tht says tht i can't support mlb.
2) and pls hor, want tag in my tagboard thn pls provide ur name. u have no name? thn shall i call u bitch? bastard? jerk or whore? or evn btr, fucker?
3) i have a name fr u to call, it states in my profile very clearly tht my name is Yiqian and nt fucker. if u don't provide ur name, thn i should be the one calling u fucker.
4) so wht if they are all old songs? if u are mlb's fan, thn no matter hw old the song is u will still listen to it.
5) u have no right to say i can't support mlb cuz u are nt one of them. mlb did nt state anywhr tht i have no right to support thm. furthermre, who are u to say i can't support thm?
6) i ask ppl to buy mlb's album fr me, did i ask u? did i state thr 'fucker, pls buy mlb's album fr me' did i? no. did i evn force ppl to buy it fr me? no.
7) this is my blog, i write w/e shits i like and u have no right to comment. if u don't evn have a name, thn pls, get out of this blog. i do nt entertain ppl w no names.
8) if u are wondering why ur tags are missing. it's becuz i cnt stand reading ur "high-standard-englis-h".
9) i support mlb, my problem. i like mlb's old songs, my problem. i ask ppl who are willing to buy mlb's album fr me to buy it fr me, nt ask u to buy it me. so don't need u to huanlo ok.
10) sry i accidentally clicked the 'ban' button at cbox.ws. pls find another computer to feedback on my feedbacks to u. :)

entry 09.

2008-10-10T14:20:00.014+08:00

hola hola! today is fri alrd, :O hm, 4 mre days of hols. well, actually, i spent my hols mostly in front of my comp screen. reason being nobody's asking me out! :O and i'm somehw broke. ok nvm, i just went shopping w my mommy! hahaaaa. it's so fun to shop, esp whn u're rich. like whn ur hubby gives u a sum every week fr u to spend. yes like i've said bfre, ryo gives me a sum to spend every week, omg i'm so fortunate right! :D bt he says nt to spend all up within a short time cuz i must learn to save money. he's such a caring hubby right? right. :D

oh yes, i suddenly thgt of smethg. i think guys who carries shoulder bags are coolz. even though it's a bit gayish bt it's frigging coolz fr a guy to carry a shoulder bag arnd. hah! i'm such a weirdo :/ ok nvm. and it's amazing at hw i tried so hard to maintain a blog last time till nw i can't survive w/o blogging. lol! goodbye.

photos time! :D

entry 08.

2008-10-09T15:42:00.006+08:00

hi! yep today was super tiring. wasted like 3 hrs at ICA just fr my passport, pathetic lil shit. oh yes, my new passport is rdy! bt my new photo sucks sucks sucks to the core!! it's super ugly, noob, loser, pathetic and retarded -.-! cuz they made me wear this stupid specs w/o lens cuz thr's flash. wtfz, and tht specs was super noob and retarded! :( bt nvm, the passport looks cool anw. cuz it's new, HAH!

wanted to play audi w ash bt she can't cuz her comp is spoilt and the lan shop doesn't allow her cuz she's nt yet 18. wtfish, sg have like super lame rules. wht's wrong w 13 yr old kid gng inside a lan shop. it's nt like we go in thr to watch porn. why the heck must they have this 16/18/21 yr old rule. sg is so stupid and lame. 13 yr old kids also human right, 13 yr old kid cnt be mature isit? government thinks 13 yr old kid = lame, childish and noob? tht's insane.

ok i was trying to search fr a nicer blogskin bt to no avail. nwadays, blogskins sucks! nobody is providing nice skins. thebikiniboy is like MIA or smethg. a lot of skinners on a hiatus mode. wht the shit is this man! i need a super nice and cool skin u'knw. actually this current one i'm using is alrd v nice bt i'm tired of using it alrd. i'm so bad cuz i lub new things mre than old things. no lah, sometimes i prefer old stuffs actually. wht crap am i talking.

ok i gna go watch shows alrd, byebye.

entry 07.

2008-10-08T19:19:00.002+08:00

omfg hello! eoys ended alrd, it's like super fast right. frm the first day of eoys till nw, everything passed by so quickly. hah! bt i don't knw why i still have a feeling like i'm obliged to study. tho i can totally enjoy myself alrd. haha, today's geog paper was rather easy. yeah cuz i studied ok, i studied :D i thgt section c was easy, seriously. bt yeah, let's just hope everything turns out well.

aftr exam, went to cuzway and had brunch w mai, ash, diyanah and crystal. aftr tht we were discussing whr to go. wanted to go rent dvds and watch it at ash's hse. in the end didn't, so just straight away went to ash's hse. and her dog is like omfgz cute. it seriously have those innocent puppy eyes ok! lol :D yeah and her family takes frigging cool pics. ash, u look great w long hair ok! :D

haha! was super happy today :D lastlyyy, EOYs ended! whooooooooooo.

entry 06.

2008-10-07T19:29:00.003+08:00

quizzzzzzzzzzz spam.

01. What have you been doing recently?
breathing, blogging, mugging, eating, sleeping, peeing, shitting, bathing.

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
examination time.

03. What happened at 10.00am today?
waiting fr sci paper to end lol!

04. When did you last cry?
bfre exam strted today.

05. Believe in fate/destiny?
nope. i believe i can change fate.

06. What do you want in your life right now?
happiness.

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
umbrella? sometimes i just walk in the rain.

08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
pillow, bolster, blanket, minnie.

09. What bottom are you wearing now?
some weirdo shorts. LOL!

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
" :) good luck on your EOY tomorrow . " - Kelvin. lol!

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
nope.

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
nope.

13. What was the last movie you caught?
Journey to the Center of Earth.
omg i haven't watch movies in a million yrs alrd!

14. What are you proud of?
proud to be a part of Toh family.

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
*privacy* :D

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
勇气 by 迷路兵.

17. Do you have any nicknames?
yes.

18. What does your last received text message say?
" Thanks you TWO " LOL!

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
11 plus.

20. Are you currently happy?
very? no. abit? no. dunno.

21. Who gives you best advice?
myself.

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
don't like whipped cream.

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
nobody.

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
yes. thr's a v sad feeling in me right nw and i don't knw why.

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
it seems like a thousand yrs since i last laughed.

26. Do you wear toe socks?
nt rlly.

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
diyanah. *oops*

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
duh.

29. What annoys you most in a person?
an irritating and annoying personality.

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
used to.

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
wht's tht. LOL!

32. What is the colour of your room?
green. nature hwahwa.

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
nope.

34. Do you believe in the saying 'talk is cheap'?
no? yes? dunno.

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
my sis ._.

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
my sis lol!

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
nobody? who was the last person i evn kissed? lol!

38. Do you have a life?
u should get a life.

39. Have you ever thought someone died, when they really didn't?
uh dunno. can't recall.

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
迷路兵 is the HOTTEST!!

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
*privacy* >;)

42. Last time you smiled?
1 sec ago.

43. Have you changed this year?
yes. cuz i just realised, aftr living fr 13 yrs, i prefer being alone than w a whole bunch of ppl.

44. What are you listening right now?
1) 天使眷恋 by 迷路兵.
2) buzzing sound of fan.
3) sis singing.

45. Are you talking to someone when you're doing this?
yes.

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
ask urself.

47. Is there a quote you live by?
Live your life to the fullest everyday.

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
yes!

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
duhhhhhhhhh.

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
dunno.

51. What were you doing last night at 11pm?
going to slp.

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
absolutely, definitely, totally NOT.

53. What song best describe your love life?
适应 by 迷路兵.

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
yes? no? no? yes?

55. Who always make you laugh?
greatest sister on Earth - ling.

56. Do you speak languages other than english?
mandarin, hokkien(?). JAP!

57. Favourite website(s)?
my blog lol!

58. What's your middle name?
Toh(?).

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
play celebrate scream sing shout!!!

60. What do you think you are like?
i am like a human being.

61. Who will you choose to die with?
none cuz i'm sure nobody wants to die w me.

62. Where have you been today?
school, cuzway, home.

63. What game do you play often?
audition.

64. Who are you missing right now?
迷路兵!

65. If you had to chose between a friend and a love, who will you chose?
friend.
look, i've survived 13 yrs w/o a love bt nt w/o a friend.

66. What are you doing right now?
this.

67. Which primary school are you from?
WOODLANDS PRI WHOOOOOO.

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
purple, green, orange.

69. What emotion do you like to show?
:D

70. What is your life to you?
life is life lah.

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
1) eat chocolates.
2) scream/shout.
3) scold everyone who gets in my way.
4) throw all my things onto the floor.
exaggerating.

72. Who did you last chat with on msn today?
chanel.

73. Who do you admire most?
greatest sis on Earth - ling.

74. Which month were you born in?
march march march march.

75. How are you feeling right now?
sleepy, bored.

76. What is the time now?
8:18pm.
buy 4D! lol!

77. What kind of person do u think the one who tagged you is?
no comments.

78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
nt allowed.

79. Why are you doing this test?
bored. tho i'm supposed to be studying nw.

80. What do you do when you're moody?
listening to emo songs, keep quiet fr the whole day.

81. At which age you wish to get married?
26. hah!!

82. Who is more important to you?
family, friends.

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
tell everyone whom i love tht i love thm.

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
myself, closed friends, family.

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
yep.

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
everything i dream to come true.

87. What is your goal for this year?
promote to sec 2E.

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
used to.

89. What feeling do you love most?
being loved and being happy.

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
yes.

91. What feeling do you hate the most?
sleepy, hated by someone, bored, troubled, stressed, hungry, cold.

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
absolutely.

93. Do you believe in God?
Buddha, yes.

94. Who cares for you most?
parents.

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
friends, family, money.

96. What will you bring when you fight?
police. LOL!

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
falling in love.

98. What would you do if no one cared for you any longer?
love myself evn mre.

99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
scold, curse, swear. LOL so idiot.

100. HOW DO U FEEL NOW?
sleepy, stressed, sad, troubled.

entry 05.

2008-10-07T12:10:00.007+08:00

hola. today was sci paper alrd. so fast right, tmr last paper alrd lah! so happy can, i am gna be free tmr!! hahaha. oh yep, maybe today's the last paper alrd, since diyanah said geog is nt a paper and i totally agreed w tht. tht stupid old fag right, she didn't evn taught us anything. everyday come in and say "turn to txtbk page 144" wahlau!! forever stuck at page 144, nvr evn move on. if nt come in scream at us. so wht if eoys coming, of cuz we knw tht lah. thn wht the hell is she doing? she didn't evn taught us anything useful -.- dumbass.

ok, so yes abt today's paper. it was pretty much ok lah. well, i think section A was the hardest part, like wth right?! i have weird sentiments, ah forget abt me. anw, yes as i was saying, section A was the hardest. cuz a lot of qns have like 2 ans one loh!! thn i don't knw choose which one cuz both looked like the correct one, wth -.- and i thgt section B was the easiest, yepz. ok tmr is the last day of eoys (fr me), OMGZ OMGZ OMGZ OMGZ LAH! so happy alrd.

so erm aftr sci paper today, went to cuzway w grace, ash, mai and crystal. :) bought aloe vera pudding agn! hwa, yummy :D and thn i think i saw ♥r outside popular w orathai. they looked like they have the same bags :O haha! didn't call her cuz i was nt sure if it's her or nt, ♥r is it u? lol! ok so retard, byebye. oh yes bfre i go, I HARTZ MI LU BING LAHZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

entry 04.

2008-10-06T17:28:00.004+08:00

sharing w u guys a very very very nice song. well, at least i think it's nice, lol! enjoy, :) click nxt on the song player till u get to this song: 适应 by 迷路兵.

没想过爱情会下落不明
寂寞都不忍心

故事的结局走不出背影
我只能静静的

风吹醒那些曾经
转过身我用眼泪淋尽

心该怎么学会去适应
那些没你的安静

我也曾伤心的
收起所有回忆
却总是忍不住不断的放弃

没想过爱情会下落不明
寂寞都不忍心

故事的结局走不出背影
我只能静静的

风吹醒那些曾经
转过身我用眼泪淋尽

心该怎么学会去适应
那些没你的安静

我也曾伤心的
收起所有回忆

你却一直住在心里
是谁都无法代替

我的心该怎么学会去适应
那些没你的安静

我也曾伤心的
收起所有回忆
却总是忍不住不断的放弃

该开始了该怎么去安静

entry 03.

2008-10-06T12:10:00.004+08:00

hi! :) today has been great, i mean so far. the day strted off w my waking up and i was super slpy cuz i slept late last night. i knw i'm nt supposed to slp late esp whn the nxt day is an examination day! bt i gt so worked up whn i watched Superband ytd. 迷路兵 was so freaking hot!!! and i fell in love w thm once agn, esp weiqi! he's so damn cute lah, omfgz! ok and thr was mayday also. they were rockage as well, made the environment rlly high. :) and i've to admit tht all bands have to learn a lot frm thm. ok so yep, today was history paper. i thgt it was pretty much ok done. and since i put in so much effort this time round, i reckon i can score well. god pls don't disappoint me! hah, or should it be yiqian don't disappoint me! lols i have no idea wht crap is tht.

anw, to sum it up, i love 迷路兵!!! :D they are so freaking cute pls. i lubz their song very muchz loh. and u knw wht, the second batch of Superband was pretty sucky. it's like, they don't evn knw hw to choose songs! sometimes, they chose correctly, thn sometimes they chose wrongly. so it's like, sometimes gd and sometimes bad. bt 迷路兵 is so different cuz they're gd all the way! hah!! hw i wish i'm rich and musically inclined so i can learn musical instruments like drums! omg it's freaking coolz pls, Sam is so hot whn playing drums, luv him!! :D

oh and tmr's sci paper alrd. ugh!! i totally don't feel like mugging sci, cuz it makes me slp. yep cuz i hate hate hate hate sci! it's like so freaking boring can. except bio lah, i love bio like hell pls. if nt i would immediately change my ambition alrd. lol! ok so yep, maybe mugging ltr. i am so freaking hell tired, zZzZ. oky, gna go slp ltr, hwahwa. oh yep!

Casting Vote;
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byebye.

entry 02.

2008-10-05T16:00:00.002+08:00

hi! pictures i took whn i was bored. erm, sunflower exceptional. if only my photography skills is tht gd ok. had been mugging history since just nw. and i'm still left w chptrs 5,6 & 8! i'm so dead alrd. i'm hoping i can get everything needed into my head by tonight cuz i just realised i don't have chptr 8 notes! so i need to go schl tmr and mug chptr 8 in the morning. which is so not-enough-time! pray to god everything turns out well.

oh yes. i suddenly have an interest in photography. esp pictures of nature. esp sunflower! don't u think they are so very nice and beautiful. :) and flowers have nice smells! hw i hope we can experience 4 seasons here in sg. hw nice would it be during autumn whn all the leaves drop. the scenery must be beautiful! haha, ok i gotta continue mugging history. :( so yes wish me luck please! love.

entry 01.

2008-10-05T11:02:00.000+08:00

yes i'm jealous. i'm jealous at hw nice u talk to her. i'm jealous tht u can dedicate one whole entry to her just to comfort her. i'm jealous at hw hard u try to make her feel btr whn i'm the one who's suffering all by myself. i have no other choices bt to suffer silently. and who cares? no one. i was just hoping tht u'll come talk to me, evn a 'hello' on msn can make me feel btr. sometimes i evn think tht u're way mre important than ryo, and nw i'm laughing at myself cuz i feel so pathetic. i am just some stupid and naive 3 yrs old girl who believes w/e u say just cuz i think i love u. aftr all these, do u still believe w/e u've told me is truly frm the bottom of ur heart? do u evn understand the feeling of jealousy? did u evn felt jealous bfre? do u evn understand hw i truly feel? u claimed u knw, u claimed u understand, u claimed u love me. bt wht is all these in return? why is it tht nw i feel like she's standing way in front of me? aren't i supposed to be the first? why am i the nt evn the second nw? u gt no ans right, it means u're guilty. and why are u guilty, cuz all the promises u made, fr me or w me, everything has become history. it'll nvr be the same anymre, we'll nvr be like hw we were anymre, everything had changed, do u understand?

hah. i'm laughing at myself agn fr being so dumb ytd. cuz i bet he doesn't evn knw this blog entry is refering to him. bt anw, i've thgt it all over. and i felt so dumb fr evn feeling upset over u cuz it's so useless. u didn't evn try to make me feel btr. bt it's ok, this is the process of growing up isn't it. everyone has to overcome obstacles along this road. i've cried, smiled, laughed and screamed throughout this whole process. it's time fr me to mature and grow. so aftr the sms chat w jianye ytd, the conclusion is, u're out of my life frm today onwards. u will get out of my life and i will get out of urs. i have nthg to do w u and u have nthg to do w me. everything has ended, here. forever. always. i will nt shed tears fr u, ever agn.

sry sherry Baobee cuz i forgot abt our anniversary ytd. happy belated 7th mth, i love u nevertheless. :)